triple science ain't my thing?

damn i feel miserable. maybe it's because of exams. it will end this friday. and im so not looking forward to it. got back my math paper 1 today. darn got only 34.5. a lot of people say that not bad. but it has already dropped by 20% since mid-year. and it's not bad? math is supposed to be my strongest subject. and now i getting a b3. wth? and today's science paper totally sux. ok i shall not elaborate. im just too disgusted. cos my science is also failing me. few weeks back i totally fluncked my practical. there was only one freakin tick on the paper... all because of my stupidity. it's not like i didn't know the answers. i just had a problem with writting them down. i have a really good feeling that i may not get into e6 or e7 next year. cause i definitely did not get an a2 for either science or math. most likely i'll have to join haqem in e5. darn. and lately mdm lim has been pressing me for those two freakin edusave forms. seriously being a chairman ain't easy until you are one. i don't even know why i agreed to take up this unnecessary responsibility.